Click on the link there cuz i tried to put it in this journal but its being stupid.

yeah i'm lame and all i have is links.

http://www.buzznet.com/tags/fftl/video/169646/

yeah pretty damn weird.

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    As i entered the room, everyone was there. Staring at me in my froggy pajama's. I ran back but ran into the wall. "Damn!" i said holing my head. "Why did u tell me to come in here?" i asked matt who appeared beside me.

 "Cuz"

"Cuz why?"

"Just cuz"

"fine, well i'm going back to sleep" i headed back towards the bunks, but my arm was grasped by more than 2 hands.

"NO!!!" they all screamed in my face. Now i was curious.

"Give me one good reason why i should" they all pointed at the door. "Can i change?"

"nope" was all matt said, then i was shoved out the door.

There was a HUGE crowd around me, they all screamed and ran towards me. My record only came out like a week ago, how could they be my fans already. But they were. They asked for my autograph and picture, it was weird.  But i gave them gladly. After a while i went back inside the bus.

"Thats what u woke me up for" i asked, but they said no.

I was confused even more now

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a few hours later we all went to this club. Lets just say, i got buzzed.

"Ur not driving are u?" said some random person.

"offfcourssseee i ammmmmmm" i slurred.

"I don't think so" Matt came behindme and took my keys. I was so drunk i didn't know my actions. I slapped him, he looked shocked.

"nnnnooooooo u don't " i grabbed the keys back and ran, or well tried to. 

I reached my car and got in it and started to drive. I could feel myself slipping away........ then everything went black.

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*Beeep*

*beeep*

*beep*

I woke up to an enormous amount of light.

"Dude she's awake"  I heard sumone say.

A figure cam into my veiw, it was matt.

"w-what happened?" i sheilded my eyes. 

"You drove.....drunk." he paused for a second. "I tried to stop u but u slapped me and told me u hated me......." he looked down.

Great now i feel like shit.

"I'm sry i didn't mean to, u know i didn't mean it....." he didn't even look up. "you do beleive me don't u?"

He shrugged. I could feel that 'i'm about to cry' feeling in my throat.

"U don't beleive me..........but i was drunk, i don't mean anything when i'm drunk..."i was practically begging over nothing.

He looked into my eyes as if he was looking to see if i was telling the truth. All of a sudden i heard a long beep. Everything went blurry, the black.

*******Open POV*******

"oh my god is she alive?" the younf girl screamed, rushing over to the limp body.

"I-i-i don't know" Matt backed away slowly.

I flood of nurses rushed in and shook the body......... nothing.

"Please leave the room!" the blonde headed nurse commanded. They did as they were told.

About an hour passed. A different nurse entered the waiting room with a blank look on her face. "Mr. Good?" Matt stood up. "yes"  She just stood there not wanting to say the words that were to come out of her purched lips. Tension grew and Matt couldn't stand it. "yes?" he asked again.

"I'm sorry to inform u, but" She looked at her folder. "oh, yes. *cough* Casey didn't make it. We are sorry, we did all that we could."

The room seemed to get colder, and hearts sank.

"thank you..." he said quietly and sat down with his head in his hands.

As the nurse was leaving the room matt blurted out. "What did she die from?"

She was shocked at his question but amswered it with ease.

"A broken heart"

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Yeah its a pretty dead ending but, everything has to end. Right? Anywhoo, i was just ending it cuz i feel that i hav lost like 90% of my readers, and i never get to write anymore.

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       WAM!!! “Owe!” Derek said clenching his stomache. “well i told you to shut up or else.
Welcome to else.” I said back to him, causing everyone else to laugh.  He then stood up,
looking like he had an idea. “Matt why don’t you tell them?” Derek said slyly.
       “Huh, what?” Matt asked as if he just snapped back into reality. I felt my eyes
narrow.  Derek smirked. ‘what did he have against me? i never did anything to him.’  i
though to myself. “You know, your little make-out session?” he grinned.. 
       “Um...” Matt looked questionately at me, I shrugged. “What about it?” he asked
as if it was nothing.
        “Well...” he seemed to lose his idea, “Whatever, they’re together.” he finished
quickly then ran away, out the door.
          All eyes went straight to me, I turned blood red.  “Uh... yeah... I gotta go......” I
slowly went out the door. I leaned against the cold temperary wall and waited. For what? I
wasn’t really sure. I could hear the low murmur of loud questions from the other side of
the wall.
          I began to walk again, I couldn’t really go back to my bus, so i went to From First
To Last’s bus. As soon as i walked in, i was greeted by my most favorite person in the
world - Derek.
           “Why are you here?” he asked rudely.  “Cuz I have nowhere else to go” I looked
at the floor.  “What about your...uh bus?” he said back, this time without the atitude.
“You kind of fixed that for me. Matt’s basically drowning in questions.” The was an
awkward pause after that, The i just had to ask, “Why do you hate me?” he looked
shocked.  “I don’t hate you, why-” I interupted him, “You’ve been really mean to me, like
why did you have to say that about me and Matt?” he didn’t answer.  “So you do hate
me” i began to head towards the door, when it flung open.
            “I’m gonna fucking kill you!” Matt yelled as he charged toward Derek.  “Dude
look, I had to, it was driving me crazy!”  After that I left. I returned to my bus and was
releived when no one was in there.  I quickly fell asleep.
             I woke up the next morning to breathing in my ear.  Barely opening my eyes, I had
seen Bri standing no more than an inch from my face.  “Sooooo.... is it true?” she asked. I
turned away and groaned. “What time is it?” “Thats unimportant, please tell me!!!!” I
knew what she was talking about but i didn’t want to answer. “I.... sure, whatever.”  She
wasn’t satisfied with my simple answer. “Come on, please just tell me! Please Please
Please!!!!” “Will you shut up?” “I can’t make any promises” “Thats better than nothing.
Well yeah i guess its true, but it matters what you had heard.” 
             I heard my phone go off, i dived for it but Bri had it first. I hate it when she does
this stuff. “Hello? *pause* yeah she’s right here *pause* no *pause* probably not
*pause* yes waffles, but what does that have to do with anything? *long pause* oh i get
it! *pause* ok fine” She handed me the phone.

           “Hello?” *pause* oh hey Matt *pause* why? *pause* ok i will, wait am i gonna
get hurt? * pause* ok just making sure” i hung up the phone and went into the main room
area.

I gasped..........

I was in total shack, all i could manage to say was, “you do?” He didn’t answer, just
looked into my eyes. Someone had seen this when a voice called out, “oo what do we
have here?” Ibacked away from Matt. Not in a scared way, just nervous.

“Umm nothing?” i said questioning the air, trying to find the voice. I felt a tap on my
shoulder and turned around quickly, slapping whoever was in the darkness. “Shit!, first
the fly swatter now this?” i new automatically who it was, Derek.

“I’m sssooo sorry!”  i said still not sure to where he was. “Eh its cool, so do i see a love
triangle going on?” he asked in a flirtatious matter. Thank god it was dark, cuz i was
blushing red. Matt senced this and quickly said, “why would u think that?” I knew it was
the wrong thing to say as soon as it came out of his mouth.

“Oh i saw your little make-out fest” he said, i could tell he was smiling. “Well i’m gonna
go....” “Oh no u don’t, i have to announce this to everyone.” i went blank.
“hey matt?”
“yeah?”
"where’s that bitch girl that keeps coming back to u?”
I smiled at the thought of her uncontious body. “I kinda, well.... knocked her out.... but
she was asking for it! I mean don’t dish out wut u can’t take” Derek high-fived me. “The
bitch is dead!” he laughed.

“now off to tell the world!” he started to walk off. “Please don’t...” i asked, but not very
loudly. “ok, but no more attacks, ok?” “ok” i smiled then started walking back to my bus.
When i got on i was greeted by a crowd of smiling faces.

“what exactly do u know?” i asked kinda hoping, but kinda not that they would know.
“That u punched out that whore” I think travis said but not exactly sure. Ryan and
Marissa came towards me. “so are you ok?” they both asked with worried faces. “You
told her!” i asked kind of mad, but i knew i could trust her. “She had seen you walking
out of our bus and thought that i was cheating on her with you, so i had to tell her...” he
said looking at his feet.

“Its ok” i said with a smile on my face. I looked at Marissa, “ you know i’d never do that
to you.” She hugged me. “I just hope everything gets better.” she said now going back to
her seat. “Oh it already has....” i muttered with a smurk on my face.

Bri broke apart from her little make out fest long enough to say, “It has?” i thought no
one heard me, derek was standing by the door smiling. What was he so appy about? Matt
then walked in, all eyes wen’t directly from him, to me, to back to him. He got wide eyed.

:”what?!” he asked innocently. Derek was still smirking, he’s loving this to much. “Ok i
have an announcement to make....” he began walking into the middle of the room.
“Derek you promised!” i hissed at him.

“I know, but this is to good to keep to myself, ok as i was saying, Casey has made a little
love connection, can u guess with who?” he said still with that dumbass look on his face.
I could feel my face go red. 

“The one the only......”

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More tomorrow

again and again....

Untill death do we stay
Then why do u forget my name?
Some people actually wonder why i cry
secretly wishing that i would die.
Its not that i'm clueless,
i just don't want to fell useless...

But why do i stay on your chain?
I can't help but to slit another vein.
Bleed out on the floor
I don't care anymore.....

One day is bright, the next minute is cold
i guess thats what you get from growing old

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   He just stod there like he didn’t even here me. Thats when Jessie walked up behind
him. “Whats the bitch whining about now?” she whined while swinging around his arm.
He jerked away. “Jessie this is exactly why we never worked” he said now looking at her.
“what did i do?” she asked now glaring at me. “you can’t possibly like her” 

Matt began to say a comeback but i did instead. “whats so wrong with me?” i asked a
little hurt. “do i even have to say?” she snorted.  “Well i know i’m ugly but u can’t say
that” i said now stepping up to her. What can i say, i’m a fighter. “oo wut are u gonna do
cut me?” she laughed. i was now officially pissed off. I looked at matt, he had a wrooied
look on his face. Why?

“no, i won’t cut your ass. Your not worth it. But” i said my anger flaring. “But what
bitch?” she said with that air head face of hers. “I will do this” Its like i couldn’t contol
myself. I looked down at the uncontious body. I punched her. I started to run, but
someone caught up to me and held me back.

“Where do u think your going?” that person said. I didn’t look at him i just kept looking
at my bus. “anywhere but here...” “i’m not gonna let u kill yourself.” he said tryign to
make me look at him. I couldn’t, if i did i would cry.

“I never said i was going to kill myself” i murmured, now annoyed that everyone is
thinking that i’m suicidal. “but u almost did” he said with a hint of worry in his voice.
“I’d never kill myself over a stupid boy” i said still clueless to who i was talking to.

“So u think i’m stupid?” he asked. My mouth dropped, not matt, please God let it be
anyone but matt.

I turned around to face.....

You guessed it, Matt.

“No....” i said now wishing that i hadn’t turned around. He grabbed my face but i turned
away. Not now i though to myself. “So u really like me?” he asked still trying to make me
look at him.

I didn’t answer.  “Why won’t u talk to me?” he asked pleadingly. “cuz i just can’t” i
sighed. i finally looked at him. he seemed sad. “why?” “i just can’t” “you could if u tried”

I laughed. “you think i haven’t been trying?” “huh?” I shook my head. “see this is why i
can’t talk to u.” i started to walk away. He grabbed my arm again. Righ then a question
popped into my head.

“why didn’t you back me up?” i asked seeing tht he cared so much now, but not that
much then. “because i was....” he looked at his feet. “because u were what?” i asked back.
“ i was scared.” “why?”

“Because i....” ok this was getting old. Why can’t he just talk. He wanted me to talk, so i
am. Why can’t he?

“I...”

I then felt his face on mine. What was he doing? I knew it was a kiss, i’m not retarded.
We parted.

“i kinda.....um....” he screwed up his face. “like you”

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“um well i think i should tell you something....” matt said looking at his feet. “what is it?”
i asked hopefully. (by now i had feelings for him) “it was--” all of a sudden a girl came up
from behind matt and jumped on his back. “what the-- Jessie!” he said now looking at the
girl. “yeah..... i’ll just go” i said now kinda knowing what this was going to turn into. “no,
stay” he said without looking at me. “ i want you to meet my ex, jessie” “hi” i mumbled
looking at my feet. What can i say i get jealous easily. She laughed for a moment and
whispered something in his ear. “ofcourse not she’s only a friend”  he said now still not
looking at me.

My heart sank, i decided to go. He wouldn’t notice me go anyway.  Now the tears that
were harboring in my shallow eyes exploded onto my face. My walk turned into a run as i
ran towards my bus. I stood outside of it, i couldn’t go in, people would notice what
happened. I ran for the only person i had grown really good friends with that wasn’t
constantly on my bus.

I knocked on the Panic! at the disco bus and ryan answered, thank god. “holy- what
happened?””I don’t want to talk about it but i can’t go on my bus, not now.” he let me in
without any further questions. I sat down on ther coach with my head in my hands. “what
wrong with me?” i asked him, but he didn’t answered.  “i hate myself......” i said finally in
the silence, he was the only one on the bus. “why do u hate urself?” “cuz no one will ever
want me, i’m just a waste of skin” I started crying. i don’t know why i was telling him
about this i guess i needed to vent.

“is this about matt?” he asked. “huh?” i didn’t really beleive what he just said. “I know u
like him, its obvious” I didn’t answer, this only made me more sad that i’m obvious. “i
don’t know” i finally squeaked out. “ i guess i thought he was the only one who *i kinda
started mumbling after that*” “the only one who wut?” ryan now asked, then brendon
came in. “dude what happened?” “Thats what i was trying to figure out.” he said and
brendon sat down at the table in the kitchen area. “ he was the only one who cared” i said
as i stopped crying. “we care” brendon said obviously clueless to the subject. “i know,
but, ugh, its just complicated. I’m a girl, i don’t know what i’m feeling. * i put my head
back into my hands* i don’t deserve this on my birthday” i said now over my self caused
drama.

I walked off of their bus now dried up. I was walking back to my bus, as i stepped in i had
seen matt..... kissing that girl. I was about to have another breakdown but i held it in. Bri
then said, “Have u met jessie?” I ignored the question and walked into the room supposedly
called a bathroom. More like a closet. I could hear every word they were saying. “Whats
her problem” that jessie girl said in a semi-bitchy tone. “PMS?” sonny asked, aparently
bri hit him cuz i heard an oww. “ thats not funny, she’s not like this, something
happened...”

I heard a knock on the door. It was matt. “whats wrong?” he asked, i could tell he wasn’t
alone. “go away” i croaked. “No, tell me whats wrong.” “i can’t......*drip* *sniff*” “what
are u doing?!” “none of your business.....*a wincing noise*”  i said and yes i was
currently cutting myself. I know stupid,but thats how i role. “don’t make me break down
this door!” he said now getting angry and worried. “its not like u give a shit” “what are u
talking about?”  *THUMP*

“CASEY!!!!!! open this fucking door now!!” he said.............*no answer* “......casey?”
*he then pryed open the once locked door to find a frail body in a pool of blood*  “holy
shit!”  “what happened?” bri asked now coming to the opening of the door. “noooo!!”

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i woke up on a coach, not in a hopital tho, but in the venue where tomorrow’s show was
to be held. I looked down at my bandaged wrist. I saw 3 sleeping people, matt, brianna,
and sonny. Waiting for me to wake up. “what did i do this for, a stupid boy.....wow i have
lost it” i barelt said. thats when woke sonny up. i could tell he was about to scream. I gave him the be quiet
signal and he took me by my arm and led me outside.

“why did u do that?”  “you wouldn’t believe me if i told u” “try me”  I told him why and he
was so shocked. I think he was really clueless. I had seen a shadow and i turned to see
matt. My heart sank. “how much of that did u here?”

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The guy kind of hesitated with staying at his same position. “So know have u made your
decision?” the loud speaker boomed in my ear. “.....yeah i think so” i said reluctantly,
while biting my lip. “ so which contestant is the single man?” i waited in my seat until
they made me answer. “umm nuber four?” i said squirmishly. The crowd gasped.

I then knew that they knew something i didn’t. “you can take ur blind fold off
now........because your a winner!!!!!” all these different sounds went off and as i untied
the blindfold i heard someone running offstage. I opened my eyes to find the whole crowd
smiling at me. “ so wut do i win?” i asked outloud. I shouldnt have asked.

Just then a whole bunch of ppl dressed like old timy strip club workers cam around me
and picked me up. I screamed cuz i really don’t like ppl carrrying me the wy that they did.
They brought me outside where i saw the my manager. When the ppl sat me down i just
stood there. “.....wow, i get to see my manager”  Then the old guy who was aparently the
voice came out, “no, you’re prize is......” “yeah.....?” i said back now kind of bummed.
“You get to make a video!” “holy shit” i said to myself. All of the ppl at the party started
crowding around me asking whch song that i was doing. “ i’m not sure, cause i never
really thought about it” was all i could get out before ppl started telling me which one that
i should do. “i’m thinking about maybe umm.... ‘Creative only goes so far’ cuz it has
good guitar action in it” That satisfied them only a little bit.

After 20 minutes ppl started flooding back into the building. I was walking with a few
girl’s. “i never got to see the contestents” i said still walking. “well one of them were
sonny” Bri said smiling. “i could tell” i laughed because we all know his spazzy-ness.
Marissa then said “Ryan was the 3rd guy,  i can’t beleive he did that, it was so cute” she
then zoned out on me.  “ who was the 3rd guy?” i asked trying to avoid the forth guy.
“will”  they all said at the same time. We then reached the building, thank god.

~~~~~~~AFTER THE PARTY~~~~~~~~

“well that was probably the best party that i’ve ever had” i said as i sat down on a couch
on my tour bus. “”i can’t wait until u get to shoot your video” danielle said nearly dead.
Thats when matt came in the door at full speed. He was panting and sweating, then he
smiled when he had seen me. “come with me” he said trying to catch his breath. I just
looked at him. He gave me that ‘are u coming or not’ face. I got up and followed him
outside.

“so how did u like that umm... game?” he asked not looking at me. “ It was........awkward,
yeah thats the word” i said now looking at my feet, knowing that possible the 4th guy was
him. We in dead silence for about another 2 minutes. He then started saying something
but i cut him off.

“Well i know who all the guys are...” when i said that his eyes got big. “You do?” he
asked nervously. “yeah....” i said back to him seeing how he was going to act. He started
to say something again but i cut him off. “all of them except for number four” i said for
some reaseon. I guess i freaked out. He then smiled and relaxed a little bit. we walked in
silence for about 30 seconds.

When i asked the question his face was undesribable.

“so who was the 4th guy?”  i asked

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When i opened my eyes i had seen what i had least expected. You got it right, it looked
like i walked into a Panic at the disco video.  “ummm......?” was all i could sasy as i was
dragged up onto a stage. Someone came behind me and whispered into my ear, “well you
are 18 now, so this is technically legal” I didn’t turn around to see who it was, i was just
looking at the light that was blinding me cuz i’m stupid like that. 

Some one then gave me a microphone, i guess expecting me to say something. “umm wut
am i supposed to do?” i asked into the mic. someone yelled from the audience “ give us a
performance!” i didn’t know if he was kidding or not. “do u really want me to?” then alot
of people said “yeah” “ok well sry if i suck”

I then got my band together and asked if they wanted to, they said ok and went onstage to
tune everything and get ready.  I was so nervously and oh, it was my first time performing
infront of a crowd, besides 5th graders. I was in the middle of the stage why were they
making me perform..... on my birthday? i thought to myself as i was in a little circle with
the band. They were talking but i wasn’t listening. then they all broke away leaving me
standing there confused, “we’re going on now” someone had said to me. “oh! yeah i knew
that” i turned around waiting for the music to start. i could feel hundreds of eyeballs
staring at me.

The music started, thank god this song started off with the lead guitarist screaming. I then
knew that in about 3 seconds i would be singing. When it got to my part, i was suprised
that i didn’t choke, i guess i was just lucky.  I knew all of my actions but why was i acting
all spastic? oh well. We finally got to the end of the song and everyone screamed, i
walked off the stage nervously afraid of what everyone was thinking.

The whole crowd of girl who always circled around wwere basically twitching from
excitement. “omg u were really good” someone said, it was too dark to tell. “thanks, i
didn’t think i was that good but thanks”  Just then someone picked me up from behind
and blind folded me. I don’t like not knowing what am being put up to.  “now casey, u
don’t know what we’re going to do to u so u should be scared” a voice boomed over the
speakers, it sounded like sonny, then it sounded like someone stole the mic from him.
“ ok well to get your prize that we have in store for u, you have to play a little game” it
sounded like a regular guy, not anyone’s voice that i could remember.

I smiled when i heard this. “so what do i have to do?” i asked out loud, people started
lauging, someone was doing something around me. The man then said “well lets see your
a pretty young lady, are u single?” I really didn’t want to answer. “why?” i answered back
nervously. “Because that will depict what kind of game we play” “yeah i’m single” i
answered now knowing what i was getting myself into. “good, now we can go on with
our original plan. We have 4 guys here...” please tell me i’m not gonna do what i think
i’m about to do.  “1 of them are single the other 3 have girlfriends tht i have been
informes are your friends” I heard giggles from the crowd.  “Now the rules to the game
are pretty simple, there are 2 rounds, 1 where the guys do stuff to u, and the other u get to
do stuff to the guys.” i then heard more giggles and a wooh.  “if u guess who the single
guy is, u win the mystery prize, do u undeerstand the rules” “yeah...” i said now, not
wanting to be in that chair anymore. “then let the game begin!”

The first round started, the first guy did somethind weird to my face, he also ran around
me screaming. I had a feeling that it was sonny. It seemed like him. The second guy to his
time, aparently his girlfriend--if he had one-- didn’t care what he did, he kissed me cheek,
and licked my shoe. When he did that people laughed. The third guy sat on me, he didn’t
weigh that much, he said “well santa i want a train, a guitar....” then someone pushed him
off of me, i think it was the fourth guy.

The fourth guy did something different than everyone else, i dunno why, but he made out
with me.  The whole time that we were kissing the crowd was going crazy. I was thinking
to myself that this was the single guy. He got off of me and the loud voice said “well that
was an interesting choice, but whatever floats your boat, ok time for round to. the guys
are gonna stand infront of u while u do wutever u want to them” the 1st guy was definetly
sonny, i felt his face and his hair. When i knew who he was for sure i pokes his nose and
smiled. the 2nd guy i felt his face and had no clue who he was, it felt kind like brendon,
but i didn’t think it was. the 3rd guy was ryan, for sure. The 4th guy i couldn’t tell who he
was, but he smelled good.

“have your decision yet?” the voice sid over the speakers. “i think so....” said now still
trying to pick between the good smelling guy and the other dude. “can i see the 4th dude
again?” i asked out loud. “sure” The guy cam over to me and put his face really close to
mine, i felt his lip--- it had a ring.

“ it can’t be...” i said under my breath.

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     I rushed outside towards the screaming. “OH MY GOD CASEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!” It was
hannah, i hadn’t seen her in like ever. We went back a long way, i had known her from
1st grade till the 7th, then she moved away. I hadn’t seen her till now. “holy crap” was all
i could say. “you have your own tour bus!?” she seemed really excited. “yeah, and i just
got done recording my record” “thats sssssssssoooooooooo cool”    She hasn’t changed
one bit, well except she looks a little bit more filled out, but thats beside the point.

     I brought her onto the bus where she had seen bri sitting there. They both screemed and
everyone had a big happy little reunion. Out of nowhere she asked “today’s your birthday
isn’t it?” i nodded. “see i remembered!” she brought me a little card. “thanks” i said now
putting it into my bunk along with the other things, and *gulp* snakes.

     “Ok where is it?!” i asked outloud in a panicked tone. “where’s what?” was the only
answer i got. I came out of the room with a worried look on my face, “the snakes” Thats
when 5 girls screemed and jump up onto the couches, tables, and chairs. Great... was all
that i could think. I was standing there looking in the cabinets for them when i felt
something on my leg. I screemed, probably the loudest scream ever. “GET IT OFF OF
ME!!!!!!!!!” i jump around with 2 snakes arounf my leg. “calm down, here” matt then got
them off of me and held them. “I thought you liked snakes?” “i do, just not when they are
free, on a bus.” He then put them back into their home.

       “thanks for making me def” sonny muttered now playing with his ear. “you really need to
stop screaming” “neh i’m good at screaming so i think i’ll keep it” i said now jumping off
of the bus and onto the outside pavement. “i feel like running” i said now running and
jumping in every direction. I’m weird like that. I then heard laughter, i turned toward the
buses to find a crowd staring at me. It wasn’t only the guys from ffttl, and fobn, but all the
guys from the academy is and panic! at the disco were staring at me, pointing and
laughing. “so... um... how long hav you guys been standing there?” i asked hoping for
only a few seconds. “long enough!” is what pete said causing everyone to laugh again.

        “well we came to get you for the party we set up for u, but this time we won’t have any
unlabelled drinks” ryan said between laughs. “great now i feel like an ass” i said now
walking back onto the bus. I found sonny and bri making out on the couch when i came
in, then they started laughing. “That was a nice little dance you had there” derek said
between laughs. “ok we get it, i’m a retard” i said now red with embarassmemt. “ok lets
go, cuz we hav a party to get to” someone yelled from outside. 

        Everyone immediately left the bus, that is, except for me and matt. “you can go ahead and go cuz i’m not done getting ready yet.” i said from the bathroom now relining my eyes with eyeliner. “no i can wait, plus its your birthday.” he said still sitting in the main area of the
bus. Boys have it easy, whatever they wear they look good in. On the other hand i hav to
straighten, line, and make-up everything to look good.  “ok its ur choice” i said now
straightening my hair.

        I was finally done with everything and took one last look in the mirror, eh i look ok. I came out of the bathroom, matt was playing on his sidekick, he just received a message that made him laugh. "what was that all about?" i asked now coming over to him. He looked up from his sidekick, his eyes widened and he quickly closed it and shoved it into his pocket. "nothing..." he lied. He's one of the worst liers on earth. "ok fine don't tell me" i pouted and gave him the puppy face. "even though its my birthday" 

        He sat beside me and hugged me. "You'll be happier if i don't tell u" he said with a smile on my face. I smiled at his smile. "ok i guess i beleive u." i got up and started for the door. "but we have to go now, so hurry up gah!" i did a napolian dynamite impression with the 'so hurry up, gah!' part.  We were walking down the line of buses till we found a building which matt told me was where the party was going to be.

         I opened the door and imediately knew what was so funny on matt's message.
"oh my god" i laughed. Then someone grabbed me by my arm and dragged me into the building.......

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