Rockergurl8's Journals

A few very weird fftl videos.

http://forums.thekvlt.com/showthread.php?t=10344&page=1&pp=10

Click on the link there cuz i tried to put it in this journal but its being stupid.

yeah i'm lame and all i have is links.

http://www.buzznet.com/tags/fftl/video/169646/

yeah pretty damn weird.

TWENTY FIVE (The end)

Yeah this is the last one sry. I just lost my love for writing my stories and i don't have time, but there might be a new one........so ya never know XD

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As i entered the room, everyone was there. Staring at me in my froggy pajama's. I ran back but ran into the wall. "Damn!" i said holing my head. "Why did u tell me to come in here?" i asked matt who appeared beside me.

"Cuz"

"Cuz why?"

"Just cuz"

"fine, well i'm going back to sleep" i headed back towards the bunks, but my arm was grasped by more than 2 hands.

"NO!!!" they all screamed in my face. Now i was curious.

"Give me one good reason why i should" they all pointed at the door. "Can i change?"

"nope" was all matt said, then i was shoved out the door.

There was a HUGE crowd around me, they all screamed and ran towards me. My record only came out like a week ago, how could they be my fans already. But they were. They asked for my autograph and picture, it was weird. But i gave them gladly. After a while i went back inside the bus.

"Thats what u woke me up for" i asked, but they said no.

I was confused even more now

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a few hours later we all went to this club. Lets just say, i got buzzed.

"Ur not driving are u?" said some random person.

"offfcourssseee i ammmmmmm" i slurred.

"I don't think so" Matt came behindme and took my keys. I was so drunk i didn't know my actions. I slapped him, he looked shocked.

"nnnnooooooo u don't " i grabbed the keys back and ran, or well tried to.

I reached my car and got in it and started to drive. I could feel myself slipping away........ then everything went black.

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*Beeep*

*beeep*

*beep*

I woke up to an enormous amount of light.

"Dude she's awake" I heard sumone say.

A figure cam into my veiw, it was matt.

"w-what happened?" i sheilded my eyes.

"You drove.....drunk." he paused for a second. "I tried to stop u but u slapped me and told me u hated me......." he looked down.

Great now i feel like shit.

"I'm sry i didn't mean to, u know i didn't mean it....." he didn't even look up. "you do beleive me don't u?"

He shrugged. I could feel that 'i'm about to cry' feeling in my throat.

"U don't beleive me..........but i was drunk, i don't mean anything when i'm drunk..."i was practically begging over nothing.

He looked into my eyes as if he was looking to see if i was telling the truth. All of a sudden i heard a long beep. Everything went blurry, the black.

*******Open POV*******

"oh my god is she alive?" the younf girl screamed, rushing over to the limp body.

"I-i-i don't know" Matt backed away slowly.

I flood of nurses rushed in and shook the body......... nothing.

"Please leave the room!" the blonde headed nurse commanded. They did as they were told.

About an hour passed. A different nurse entered the waiting room with a blank look on her face. "Mr. Good?" Matt stood up. "yes" She just stood there not wanting to say the words that were to come out of her purched lips. Tension grew and Matt couldn't stand it. "yes?" he asked again.

"I'm sorry to inform u, but" She looked at her folder. "oh, yes. *cough* Casey didn't make it. We are sorry, we did all that we could."

The room seemed to get colder, and hearts sank.

"thank you..." he said quietly and sat down with his head in his hands.

As the nurse was leaving the room matt blurted out. "What did she die from?"

She was shocked at his question but amswered it with ease.

"A broken heart"

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Yeah its a pretty dead ending but, everything has to end. Right? Anywhoo, i was just ending it cuz i feel that i hav lost like 90% of my readers, and i never get to write anymore.

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TWENTY FOUR

I am soooooo...... sorry that it took this long. I just didn't have much time. If any of my readers have any ideas, please tell me. Cuz i'm running out.

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WAM!!! â�œOwe!â� Derek said clenching his stomache. â�œwell i told you to shut up or else.
Welcome to else.â� I said back to him, causing everyone else to laugh. He then stood up,
looking like he had an idea. â�œMatt why donâ�™t you tell them?â� Derek said slyly.
â�œHuh, what?â� Matt asked as if he just snapped back into reality. I felt my eyes
narrow. Derek smirked. â�˜what did he have against me? i never did anything to him.â�™ i
though to myself. â�œYou know, your little make-out session?â� he grinned..
â�œUm...â� Matt looked questionately at me, I shrugged. â�œWhat about it?â� he asked
as if it was nothing.
â�œWell...â� he seemed to lose his idea, â�œWhatever, theyâ�™re together.â� he finished
quickly then ran away, out the door.
All eyes went straight to me, I turned blood red. â�œUh... yeah... I gotta go......â� I
slowly went out the door. I leaned against the cold temperary wall and waited. For what? I
wasnâ�™t really sure. I could hear the low murmur of loud questions from the other side of
the wall.
I began to walk again, I couldnâ�™t really go back to my bus, so i went to From First
To Lastâ�™s bus. As soon as i walked in, i was greeted by my most favorite person in the
world - Derek.
â�œWhy are you here?â� he asked rudely. â�œCuz I have nowhere else to goâ� I looked
at the floor. â�œWhat about your...uh bus?â� he said back, this time without the atitude.
â�œYou kind of fixed that for me. Mattâ�™s basically drowning in questions.â� The was an
awkward pause after that, The i just had to ask, â�œWhy do you hate me?â� he looked
shocked. â�œI donâ�™t hate you, why-â� I interupted him, â�œYouâ�™ve been really mean to me, like
why did you have to say that about me and Matt?â� he didnâ�™t answer. â�œSo you do hate
meâ� i began to head towards the door, when it flung open.
â�œIâ�™m gonna fucking kill you!â� Matt yelled as he charged toward Derek. â�œDude
look, I had to, it was driving me crazy!â� After that I left. I returned to my bus and was
releived when no one was in there. I quickly fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning to breathing in my ear. Barely opening my eyes, I had
seen Bri standing no more than an inch from my face. â�œSooooo.... is it true?â� she asked. I
turned away and groaned. â�œWhat time is it?â� â�œThats unimportant, please tell me!!!!â� I
knew what she was talking about but i didnâ�™t want to answer. â�œI.... sure, whatever.â� She
wasnâ�™t satisfied with my simple answer. â�œCome on, please just tell me! Please Please
Please!!!!â� â�œWill you shut up?â� â�œI canâ�™t make any promisesâ� â�œThats better than nothing.
Well yeah i guess its true, but it matters what you had heard.â�
I heard my phone go off, i dived for it but Bri had it first. I hate it when she does
this stuff. â�œHello? *pause* yeah sheâ�™s right here *pause* no *pause* probably not
*pause* yes waffles, but what does that have to do with anything? *long pause* oh i get
it! *pause* ok fineâ� She handed me the phone.

â�œHello?â� *pause* oh hey Matt *pause* why? *pause* ok i will, wait am i gonna
get hurt? * pause* ok just making sureâ� i hung up the phone and went into the main room
area.

I gasped..........

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ooo drama-licious ^_^
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I was in total shack, all i could manage to say was, â�œyou do?â� He didnâ�™t answer, just
looked into my eyes. Someone had seen this when a voice called out, â�œoo what do we
have here?â� Ibacked away from Matt. Not in a scared way, just nervous.

â�œUmm nothing?â� i said questioning the air, trying to find the voice. I felt a tap on my
shoulder and turned around quickly, slapping whoever was in the darkness. â�œShit!, first
the fly swatter now this?â� i new automatically who it was, Derek.

â�œIâ�™m sssooo sorry!â� i said still not sure to where he was. â�œEh its cool, so do i see a love
triangle going on?â� he asked in a flirtatious matter. Thank god it was dark, cuz i was
blushing red. Matt senced this and quickly said, â�œwhy would u think that?â� I knew it was
the wrong thing to say as soon as it came out of his mouth.

â�œOh i saw your little make-out festâ� he said, i could tell he was smiling. â�œWell iâ�™m gonna
go....â� â�œOh no u donâ�™t, i have to announce this to everyone.â� i went blank.
â�œhey matt?â�
â�œyeah?â�
"whereâ�™s that bitch girl that keeps coming back to u?â�
I smiled at the thought of her uncontious body. â�œI kinda, well.... knocked her out.... but
she was asking for it! I mean donâ�™t dish out wut u canâ�™t takeâ� Derek high-fived me. â�œThe
bitch is dead!â� he laughed.

â�œnow off to tell the world!â� he started to walk off. â�œPlease donâ�™t...â� i asked, but not very
loudly. â�œok, but no more attacks, ok?â� â�œokâ� i smiled then started walking back to my bus.
When i got on i was greeted by a crowd of smiling faces.

â�œwhat exactly do u know?â� i asked kinda hoping, but kinda not that they would know.
â�œThat u punched out that whoreâ� I think travis said but not exactly sure. Ryan and
Marissa came towards me. â�œso are you ok?â� they both asked with worried faces. â�œYou
told her!â� i asked kind of mad, but i knew i could trust her. â�œShe had seen you walking
out of our bus and thought that i was cheating on her with you, so i had to tell her...â� he
said looking at his feet.

â�œIts okâ� i said with a smile on my face. I looked at Marissa, â�œ you know iâ�™d never do that
to you.â� She hugged me. â�œI just hope everything gets better.â� she said now going back to
her seat. â�œOh it already has....â� i muttered with a smurk on my face.

Bri broke apart from her little make out fest long enough to say, â�œIt has?â� i thought no
one heard me, derek was standing by the door smiling. What was he so appy about? Matt
then walked in, all eyes wenâ�™t directly from him, to me, to back to him. He got wide eyed.

:â�what?!â� he asked innocently. Derek was still smirking, heâ�™s loving this to much. â�œOk i
have an announcement to make....â� he began walking into the middle of the room.
â�œDerek you promised!â� i hissed at him.

â�œI know, but this is to good to keep to myself, ok as i was saying, Casey has made a little
love connection, can u guess with who?â� he said still with that dumbass look on his face.
I could feel my face go red.

â�œThe one the only......â�

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More tomorrow

Not a part of the story, just something i wrote

You use me untill u find someone better
then u forget that u even had her.
Why can't you just accept me
for all that i can't be?
Do u even care at all?
Or do u just enjoy watching me fall

again and again....

Untill death do we stay
Then why do u forget my name?
Some people actually wonder why i cry
secretly wishing that i would die.
Its not that i'm clueless,
i just don't want to fell useless...

But why do i stay on your chain?
I can't help but to slit another vein.
Bleed out on the floor
I don't care anymore.....

One day is bright, the next minute is cold
i guess thats what you get from growing old

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Its crap, but i was bored and i wrote it about 5 minutes ago

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This one, well its.......umm...just read it....
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He just stod there like he didnâ�™t even here me. Thats when Jessie walked up behind
him. â�œWhats the bitch whining about now?â� she whined while swinging around his arm.
He jerked away. â�œJessie this is exactly why we never workedâ� he said now looking at her.
â�œwhat did i do?â� she asked now glaring at me. â�œyou canâ�™t possibly like herâ�

Matt began to say a comeback but i did instead. â�œwhats so wrong with me?â� i asked a
little hurt. â�œdo i even have to say?â� she snorted. â�œWell i know iâ�™m ugly but u canâ�™t say
thatâ� i said now stepping up to her. What can i say, iâ�™m a fighter. â�œoo wut are u gonna do
cut me?â� she laughed. i was now officially pissed off. I looked at matt, he had a wrooied
look on his face. Why?

â�œno, i wonâ�™t cut your ass. Your not worth it. Butâ� i said my anger flaring. â�œBut what
bitch?â� she said with that air head face of hers. â�œI will do thisâ� Its like i couldnâ�™t contol
myself. I looked down at the uncontious body. I punched her. I started to run, but
someone caught up to me and held me back.

â�œWhere do u think your going?â� that person said. I didnâ�™t look at him i just kept looking
at my bus. â�œanywhere but here...â� â�œiâ�™m not gonna let u kill yourself.â� he said tryign to
make me look at him. I couldnâ�™t, if i did i would cry.

â�œI never said i was going to kill myselfâ� i murmured, now annoyed that everyone is
thinking that iâ�™m suicidal. â�œbut u almost didâ� he said with a hint of worry in his voice.
â�œIâ�™d never kill myself over a stupid boyâ� i said still clueless to who i was talking to.

â�œSo u think iâ�™m stupid?â� he asked. My mouth dropped, not matt, please God let it be
anyone but matt.

I turned around to face.....

You guessed it, Matt.

â�œNo....â� i said now wishing that i hadnâ�™t turned around. He grabbed my face but i turned
away. Not now i though to myself. â�œSo u really like me?â� he asked still trying to make me
look at him.

I didnâ�™t answer. â�œWhy wonâ�™t u talk to me?â� he asked pleadingly. â�œcuz i just canâ�™tâ� i
sighed. i finally looked at him. he seemed sad. â�œwhy?â� â�œi just canâ�™tâ� â�œyou could if u triedâ�

I laughed. â�œyou think i havenâ�™t been trying?â� â�œhuh?â� I shook my head. â�œsee this is why i
canâ�™t talk to u.â� i started to walk away. He grabbed my arm again. Righ then a question
popped into my head.

â�œwhy didnâ�™t you back me up?â� i asked seeing tht he cared so much now, but not that
much then. â�œbecause i was....â� he looked at his feet. â�œbecause u were what?â� i asked back.
â�œ i was scared.â� â�œwhy?â�

â�œBecause i....â� ok this was getting old. Why canâ�™t he just talk. He wanted me to talk, so i
am. Why canâ�™t he?

â�œI...â�

I then felt his face on mine. What was he doing? I knew it was a kiss, iâ�™m not retarded.
We parted.

â�œi kinda.....um....â� he screwed up his face. â�œlike youâ�

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TWENTY ONE

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â�œum well i think i should tell you something....â� matt said looking at his feet. â�œwhat is it?â�
i asked hopefully. (by now i had feelings for him) â�œit was--â� all of a sudden a girl came up
from behind matt and jumped on his back. â�œwhat the-- Jessie!â� he said now looking at the
girl. â�œyeah..... iâ�™ll just goâ� i said now kinda knowing what this was going to turn into. â�œno,
stayâ� he said without looking at me. â�œ i want you to meet my ex, jessieâ� â�œhiâ� i mumbled
looking at my feet. What can i say i get jealous easily. She laughed for a moment and
whispered something in his ear. â�œofcourse not sheâ�™s only a friendâ� he said now still not
looking at me.

My heart sank, i decided to go. He wouldnâ�™t notice me go anyway. Now the tears that
were harboring in my shallow eyes exploded onto my face. My walk turned into a run as i
ran towards my bus. I stood outside of it, i couldnâ�™t go in, people would notice what
happened. I ran for the only person i had grown really good friends with that wasnâ�™t
constantly on my bus.

I knocked on the Panic! at the disco bus and ryan answered, thank god. â�œholy- what
happened?â�â�I donâ�™t want to talk about it but i canâ�™t go on my bus, not now.â� he let me in
without any further questions. I sat down on ther coach with my head in my hands. â�œwhat
wrong with me?â� i asked him, but he didnâ�™t answered. â�œi hate myself......â� i said finally in
the silence, he was the only one on the bus. â�œwhy do u hate urself?â� â�œcuz no one will ever
want me, iâ�™m just a waste of skinâ� I started crying. i donâ�™t know why i was telling him
about this i guess i needed to vent.

â�œis this about matt?â� he asked. â�œhuh?â� i didnâ�™t really beleive what he just said. â�œI know u
like him, its obviousâ� I didnâ�™t answer, this only made me more sad that iâ�™m obvious. â�œi
donâ�™t knowâ� i finally squeaked out. â�œ i guess i thought he was the only one who *i kinda
started mumbling after that*â� â�œthe only one who wut?â� ryan now asked, then brendon
came in. â�œdude what happened?â� â�œThats what i was trying to figure out.â� he said and
brendon sat down at the table in the kitchen area. â�œ he was the only one who caredâ� i said
as i stopped crying. â�œwe careâ� brendon said obviously clueless to the subject. â�œi know,
but, ugh, its just complicated. Iâ�™m a girl, i donâ�™t know what iâ�™m feeling. * i put my head
back into my hands* i donâ�™t deserve this on my birthdayâ� i said now over my self caused
drama.

I walked off of their bus now dried up. I was walking back to my bus, as i stepped in i had
seen matt..... kissing that girl. I was about to have another breakdown but i held it in. Bri
then said, â�œHave u met jessie?â� I ignored the question and walked into the room supposedly
called a bathroom. More like a closet. I could hear every word they were saying. â�œWhats
her problemâ� that jessie girl said in a semi-bitchy tone. â�œPMS?â� sonny asked, aparently
bri hit him cuz i heard an oww. â�œ thats not funny, sheâ�™s not like this, something
happened...â�

I heard a knock on the door. It was matt. â�œwhats wrong?â� he asked, i could tell he wasnâ�™t
alone. â�œgo awayâ� i croaked. â�œNo, tell me whats wrong.â� â�œi canâ�™t......*drip* *sniff*â� â�œwhat
are u doing?!â� â�œnone of your business.....*a wincing noise*â� i said and yes i was
currently cutting myself. I know stupid,but thats how i role. â�œdonâ�™t make me break down
this door!â� he said now getting angry and worried. â�œits not like u give a shitâ� â�œwhat are u
talking about?â� *THUMP*

â�œCASEY!!!!!! open this fucking door now!!â� he said.............*no answer* â�œ......casey?â�
*he then pryed open the once locked door to find a frail body in a pool of blood* â�œholy
shit!â� â�œwhat happened?â� bri asked now coming to the opening of the door. â�œnoooo!!â�

~~~~~~~well covered tears and many hours later~~~~~~

i woke up on a coach, not in a hopital tho, but in the venue where tomorrowâ�™s show was
to be held. I looked down at my bandaged wrist. I saw 3 sleeping people, matt, brianna,
and sonny. Waiting for me to wake up. â�œwhat did i do this for, a stupid boy.....wow i have
lost itâ� i barelt said. thats when woke sonny up. i could tell he was about to scream. I gave him the be quiet
signal and he took me by my arm and led me outside.

â�œwhy did u do that?â� â�œyou wouldnâ�™t believe me if i told uâ� â�œtry meâ� I told him why and he
was so shocked. I think he was really clueless. I had seen a shadow and i turned to see
matt. My heart sank. â�œhow much of that did u here?â�

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TWENTY

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sorry if it took so long, football games and life got in the way.

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The guy kind of hesitated with staying at his same position. â�œSo know have u made your
decision?â� the loud speaker boomed in my ear. â�œ.....yeah i think soâ� i said reluctantly,
while biting my lip. â�œ so which contestant is the single man?â� i waited in my seat until
they made me answer. â�œumm nuber four?â� i said squirmishly. The crowd gasped.

I then knew that they knew something i didnâ�™t. â�œyou can take ur blind fold off
now........because your a winner!!!!!â� all these different sounds went off and as i untied
the blindfold i heard someone running offstage. I opened my eyes to find the whole crowd
smiling at me. â�œ so wut do i win?â� i asked outloud. I shouldnt have asked.

Just then a whole bunch of ppl dressed like old timy strip club workers cam around me
and picked me up. I screamed cuz i really donâ�™t like ppl carrrying me the wy that they did.
They brought me outside where i saw the my manager. When the ppl sat me down i just
stood there. â�œ.....wow, i get to see my managerâ� Then the old guy who was aparently the
voice came out, â�œno, youâ�™re prize is......â� â�œyeah.....?â� i said back now kind of bummed.
â�œYou get to make a video!â� â�œholy shitâ� i said to myself. All of the ppl at the party started
crowding around me asking whch song that i was doing. â�œ iâ�™m not sure, cause i never
really thought about itâ� was all i could get out before ppl started telling me which one that
i should do. â�œiâ�™m thinking about maybe umm.... â�˜Creative only goes so farâ�™ cuz it has
good guitar action in itâ� That satisfied them only a little bit.

After 20 minutes ppl started flooding back into the building. I was walking with a few
girlâ�™s. â�œi never got to see the contestentsâ� i said still walking. â�œwell one of them were
sonnyâ� Bri said smiling. â�œi could tellâ� i laughed because we all know his spazzy-ness.
Marissa then said â�œRyan was the 3rd guy, i canâ�™t beleive he did that, it was so cuteâ� she
then zoned out on me. â�œ who was the 3rd guy?â� i asked trying to avoid the forth guy.
â�œwillâ� they all said at the same time. We then reached the building, thank god.

~~~~~~~AFTER THE PARTY~~~~~~~~

â�œwell that was probably the best party that iâ�™ve ever hadâ� i said as i sat down on a couch
on my tour bus. â�œâ�i canâ�™t wait until u get to shoot your videoâ� danielle said nearly dead.
Thats when matt came in the door at full speed. He was panting and sweating, then he
smiled when he had seen me. â�œcome with meâ� he said trying to catch his breath. I just
looked at him. He gave me that â�˜are u coming or notâ�™ face. I got up and followed him
outside.

â�œso how did u like that umm... game?â� he asked not looking at me. â�œ It was........awkward,
yeah thats the wordâ� i said now looking at my feet, knowing that possible the 4th guy was
him. We in dead silence for about another 2 minutes. He then started saying something
but i cut him off.

â�œWell i know who all the guys are...â� when i said that his eyes got big. â�œYou do?â� he
asked nervously. â�œyeah....â� i said back to him seeing how he was going to act. He started
to say something again but i cut him off. â�œall of them except for number fourâ� i said for
some reaseon. I guess i freaked out. He then smiled and relaxed a little bit. we walked in
silence for about 30 seconds.

When i asked the question his face was undesribable.

â�œso who was the 4th guy?â� i asked

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When i opened my eyes i had seen what i had least expected. You got it right, it looked
like i walked into a Panic at the disco video. â�œummm......?â� was all i could sasy as i was
dragged up onto a stage. Someone came behind me and whispered into my ear, â�œwell you
are 18 now, so this is technically legalâ� I didnâ�™t turn around to see who it was, i was just
looking at the light that was blinding me cuz iâ�™m stupid like that.

Some one then gave me a microphone, i guess expecting me to say something. â�œumm wut
am i supposed to do?â� i asked into the mic. someone yelled from the audience â�œ give us a
performance!â� i didnâ�™t know if he was kidding or not. â�œdo u really want me to?â� then alot
of people said â�œyeahâ� â�œok well sry if i suckâ�

I then got my band together and asked if they wanted to, they said ok and went onstage to
tune everything and get ready. I was so nervously and oh, it was my first time performing
infront of a crowd, besides 5th graders. I was in the middle of the stage why were they
making me perform..... on my birthday? i thought to myself as i was in a little circle with
the band. They were talking but i wasnâ�™t listening. then they all broke away leaving me
standing there confused, â�œweâ�™re going on nowâ� someone had said to me. â�œoh! yeah i knew
thatâ� i turned around waiting for the music to start. i could feel hundreds of eyeballs
staring at me.

The music started, thank god this song started off with the lead guitarist screaming. I then
knew that in about 3 seconds i would be singing. When it got to my part, i was suprised
that i didnâ�™t choke, i guess i was just lucky. I knew all of my actions but why was i acting
all spastic? oh well. We finally got to the end of the song and everyone screamed, i
walked off the stage nervously afraid of what everyone was thinking.

The whole crowd of girl who always circled around wwere basically twitching from
excitement. â�œomg u were really goodâ� someone said, it was too dark to tell. â�œthanks, i
didnâ�™t think i was that good but thanksâ� Just then someone picked me up from behind
and blind folded me. I donâ�™t like not knowing what am being put up to. â�œnow casey, u
donâ�™t know what weâ�™re going to do to u so u should be scaredâ� a voice boomed over the
speakers, it sounded like sonny, then it sounded like someone stole the mic from him.
â�œ ok well to get your prize that we have in store for u, you have to play a little gameâ� it
sounded like a regular guy, not anyoneâ�™s voice that i could remember.

I smiled when i heard this. â�œso what do i have to do?â� i asked out loud, people started
lauging, someone was doing something around me. The man then said â�œwell lets see your
a pretty young lady, are u single?â� I really didnâ�™t want to answer. â�œwhy?â� i answered back
nervously. â�œBecause that will depict what kind of game we playâ� â�œyeah iâ�™m singleâ� i
answered now knowing what i was getting myself into. â�œgood, now we can go on with
our original plan. We have 4 guys here...â� please tell me iâ�™m not gonna do what i think
iâ�™m about to do. â�œ1 of them are single the other 3 have girlfriends tht i have been
informes are your friendsâ� I heard giggles from the crowd. â�œNow the rules to the game
are pretty simple, there are 2 rounds, 1 where the guys do stuff to u, and the other u get to
do stuff to the guys.â� i then heard more giggles and a wooh. â�œif u guess who the single
guy is, u win the mystery prize, do u undeerstand the rulesâ� â�œyeah...â� i said now, not
wanting to be in that chair anymore. â�œthen let the game begin!â�

The first round started, the first guy did somethind weird to my face, he also ran around
me screaming. I had a feeling that it was sonny. It seemed like him. The second guy to his
time, aparently his girlfriend--if he had one-- didnâ�™t care what he did, he kissed me cheek,
and licked my shoe. When he did that people laughed. The third guy sat on me, he didnâ�™t
weigh that much, he said â�œwell santa i want a train, a guitar....â� then someone pushed him
off of me, i think it was the fourth guy.

The fourth guy did something different than everyone else, i dunno why, but he made out
with me. The whole time that we were kissing the crowd was going crazy. I was thinking
to myself that this was the single guy. He got off of me and the loud voice said â�œwell that
was an interesting choice, but whatever floats your boat, ok time for round to. the guys
are gonna stand infront of u while u do wutever u want to themâ� the 1st guy was definetly
sonny, i felt his face and his hair. When i knew who he was for sure i pokes his nose and
smiled. the 2nd guy i felt his face and had no clue who he was, it felt kind like brendon,
but i didnâ�™t think it was. the 3rd guy was ryan, for sure. The 4th guy i couldnâ�™t tell who he
was, but he smelled good.

â�œhave your decision yet?â� the voice sid over the speakers. â�œi think so....â� said now still
trying to pick between the good smelling guy and the other dude. â�œcan i see the 4th dude
again?â� i asked out loud. â�œsureâ� The guy cam over to me and put his face really close to
mine, i felt his lip--- it had a ring.

â�œ it canâ�™t be...â� i said under my breath.

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since i haven't wrote in a while, i decided to write a little more this time. wooh
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I rushed outside towards the screaming. â�œOH MY GOD CASEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!â� It was
hannah, i hadnâ�™t seen her in like ever. We went back a long way, i had known her from
1st grade till the 7th, then she moved away. I hadnâ�™t seen her till now. â�œholy crapâ� was all
i could say. â�œyou have your own tour bus!?â� she seemed really excited. â�œyeah, and i just
got done recording my recordâ� â�œthats sssssssssoooooooooo coolâ� She hasnâ�™t changed
one bit, well except she looks a little bit more filled out, but thats beside the point.

I brought her onto the bus where she had seen bri sitting there. They both screemed and
everyone had a big happy little reunion. Out of nowhere she asked â�œtodayâ�™s your birthday
isnâ�™t it?â� i nodded. â�œsee i remembered!â� she brought me a little card. â�œthanksâ� i said now
putting it into my bunk along with the other things, and *gulp* snakes.

â�œOk where is it?!â� i asked outloud in a panicked tone. â�œwhereâ�™s what?â� was the only
answer i got. I came out of the room with a worried look on my face, â�œthe snakesâ� Thats
when 5 girls screemed and jump up onto the couches, tables, and chairs. Great... was all
that i could think. I was standing there looking in the cabinets for them when i felt
something on my leg. I screemed, probably the loudest scream ever. â�œGET IT OFF OF
ME!!!!!!!!!â� i jump around with 2 snakes arounf my leg. â�œcalm down, hereâ� matt then got
them off of me and held them. â�œI thought you liked snakes?â� â�œi do, just not when they are
free, on a bus.â� He then put them back into their home.

â�œthanks for making me defâ� sonny muttered now playing with his ear. â�œyou really need to
stop screamingâ� â�œneh iâ�™m good at screaming so i think iâ�™ll keep itâ� i said now jumping off
of the bus and onto the outside pavement. â�œi feel like runningâ� i said now running and
jumping in every direction. Iâ�™m weird like that. I then heard laughter, i turned toward the
buses to find a crowd staring at me. It wasnâ�™t only the guys from ffttl, and fobn, but all the
guys from the academy is and panic! at the disco were staring at me, pointing and
laughing. â�œso... um... how long hav you guys been standing there?â� i asked hoping for
only a few seconds. â�œlong enough!â� is what pete said causing everyone to laugh again.

â�œwell we came to get you for the party we set up for u, but this time we wonâ�™t have any
unlabelled drinksâ� ryan said between laughs. â�œgreat now i feel like an assâ� i said now
walking back onto the bus. I found sonny and bri making out on the couch when i came
in, then they started laughing. â�œThat was a nice little dance you had thereâ� derek said
between laughs. â�œok we get it, iâ�™m a retardâ� i said now red with embarassmemt. â�œok lets
go, cuz we hav a party to get toâ� someone yelled from outside.

Everyone immediately left the bus, that is, except for me and matt. â�œyou can go ahead and go cuz iâ�™m not done getting ready yet.â� i said from the bathroom now relining my eyes with eyeliner. â�œno i can wait, plus its your birthday.â� he said still sitting in the main area of the
bus. Boys have it easy, whatever they wear they look good in. On the other hand i hav to
straighten, line, and make-up everything to look good. â�œok its ur choiceâ� i said now
straightening my hair.

I was finally done with everything and took one last look in the mirror, eh i look ok. I came out of the bathroom, matt was playing on his sidekick, he just received a message that made him laugh. "what was that all about?" i asked now coming over to him. He looked up from his sidekick, his eyes widened and he quickly closed it and shoved it into his pocket. "nothing..." he lied. He's one of the worst liers on earth. "ok fine don't tell me" i pouted and gave him the puppy face. "even though its my birthday"

He sat beside me and hugged me. "You'll be happier if i don't tell u" he said with a smile on my face. I smiled at his smile. "ok i guess i beleive u." i got up and started for the door. "but we have to go now, so hurry up gah!" i did a napolian dynamite impression with the 'so hurry up, gah!' part. We were walking down the line of buses till we found a building which matt told me was where the party was going to be.

I opened the door and imediately knew what was so funny on matt's message.
"oh my god" i laughed. Then someone grabbed me by my arm and dragged me into the building.......

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